im leaving in a while's time. ive yet t pack , ive got stuff all over the floor. and its 1207am. shit. idw t go anymore. ]: im gonna call sharmzy . <3

prom's over . that was the last of my time in ij . it flew past a tad too quickly in my opinion. but i would like t thank the hundreads of people , who walked in and out of my time there and has played a part , from the teacher , t the students , t the bookshop aunty who sold man mel and i tissue paper [: , t the canteen vendors t even my fav cleaning aunty . i would , believe it or not , walk up 4 stories t the corner of the school just t use the washroom , just so i get t see my fav aunty. whenever i skipped chinese class, you'll find me there . what i'll miss most actually , would be the adventures i had in school. from doing night study in sec 3 and running down 4 stories with pet and ronghua , to sneaking into the com lab t play and enjoy aircon during detention/suspension [for something i didnt do wrong ! !@#%$^%&$@&%$@$#%@] , from stying in school till 10+ pm at night with charlotte alone on the 5th floor of the arts block t finish up our print makings , to runnng through the night walk during camp and scaring 2 other pairs infront of us , for sleeping in a flooded tent , for sneaking into the arts box t play then sneaking back in t literally erase the shoe print marks on the floor , t walking home in thunderstorms barefooted cause we were lazy t was our shoes for school the next day and also cause we doubt it would have dried in time for all the times we cheated in our test , especially in a/c for me . haha . im gonna miss it . im gonna miss hanging our with my ipod gang , miss hanging our with mel and mand the most .i remember mugging my ass off with mand at coffee bean during our n's , we were there everyday w/o fail studying , i remember the first time i spoke t mel and how i never thought i would be bestfriends with a bimbo . [: . i remember our ikea lunch dates the 3 of us shared [: . SIGH . idw t think about it alrdy .



side track .

i dont wanna go t chiangrai anymore , i think its cause im afraid . im weird i know , but seriously , i was fine the lasttime cause i had kimmy . but not this time round =/ idk , and when i called the center tday , i heard that 2 of my kids arent there anymore and i was longing t see them . ]: but then again 3 other kids apparently kept asking sister if i was comign and when i was coming and such , which made me feel like going , and this guy , tong he's 18 too , he sent me an email telling me he cant wait for my arrival and he sent me virtual flowers , how cute . i miss my kids in CR loads . but sigh , i'll miss the people back home way more. and im missing my con camp kids so much ! glad i saw ben ,shaun and dwayne today and nat yday though . but im still sad, i miss amla , cassandra , vanessa , amanda , casimir ! ]: i'll see them tomorrow. [:




TIRED TTM , WAITING FOR ASHTAY T COME ONLINE . ]:

he said : wait for me , i'll be home soon , though just for a while , i'll make sure i'll be w you 3/4 of the time.

i said : omg , seriously! when !

he said : i'll be back 24th , then leaving for hk on the 27th , back t pick grandma up only .i'm free to be with you.

he said: babe , why're you so quiet ? arent you happy ?

i said : i'll be in chiangrai , im leaving 23rd , back on 28th .









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sigh , i hate my life.

i am fucking tired of a lot of things honestly . with the way papers have been , be it how i didnt know the answer till i handed in ym work , or the fact that what ive mugged so hard for didnt come out . and a whole lot of other stuff consisting of you , you and you . fml .


im tired , i wish you would just come home , now .

hey all , firstly i would like t thank

LUSTY-ANDREW , SAM LEE , LESTER J WAN , CHERYL TANG , JOACHIM ,SHAUN - for spending last night w me [:

secondly : MELO,MYRA,ALAN,AINSLEY,YL,JESSIE,BOON,ROD - for counting down and drinking w me , ainsley esp for magic tricks <3 and melo - for everything and for skipping diving trip for meeeeee.

thirdly : MELISSA BACLAY , MANDY NG - for brunch ! <3

fourth : ASHLEY YANG , ALEXANDRE YEOH - for the company online last night <3

fifth : XAVIER , JUSTIN WEE , SHARMAINE , RYAN , GILBERT , VAL YEONG , ALEXANDRE YEOH , SEB , KEITH - for making study session on my bday filled w love .

sixth : TO THE MANY WHO WISHED ME VIA FACEBOOK / TEXT , thankyou for remembering , <3 .

seventh : MUMMY ONG , DADDY ONG , MELISSA ONG , MYRA ONG , MARESE ONG - for the awesome cake i cant bear to cut and eat , for the neverending love and support all these years ! <3

eight : MUMMY AND DADDY , for making last night a great one .

nineth : JEROME ANTHONY , MATILDA JUSTINE NG - for always being there and for the love and FOOD . [: <3

tenth : to anyone and everyone else who's made this day great .

lastly , i would like to wish isabella yong, claire longman , shermaine tan , vanessa lee , mrs stella kwan and nadiah koh , a splendid birthday , its great t know im sharing my special day with ya'll. <3




24/25- 10- 2009 , has been great . thanks for the memories. <3

20< days and it'll be over, think positive , wipe away those tears . i'll be fine .

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